Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Heavenly Father Listens

My week was amazing!! I still can't believe Cody is graduating from High School!!  I just got an e-mail from Brayden and he said they was all their clothes by hand and shower with buckets in the Philippines!! Crazy!!
Do you know how much I love you?  You are the Best.  I will send a package home with my journal in it, too.  I know I'm terrible but have forgotten... sorry!!
This week has been rough ... we discontinued teaching someone.  Which is always hard but we will go back an check in on her.
But this week has been a discouraging week.  A lot of negative things have been happening.  I have been getting down on myself.  My companion told me that one thing his trainer told him is, "That the mission is one big mental battle"!  We had the opportunity to fast yesterday and I basically fasted for more success.  All the negativity has been weighing me down.  So, at the end of our fast we went next door to our neighbor's house.  We have been doing service for them and we felt strongly impressed to share the gospel with them that night!  So we did a lesson and went great.  We taught the  Restoration of the Gospel and the husband and wife both accepted it.  They love us and were asking inspiring questions!  The wife said she was getter goose bumps wile I was sharing the First Vision.  They believed in the things we were sharing and are excited to start reading from the Book of  Mormon we gave to them.  They both became new investigators and it was such a boost to my confidence that God is really preparing people specifically for me.  Because this family is truly prepared! By the end of the week... I  could say my week was truly amazing!

Monday, April 29, 2013

First Transfers

Mom:  Elder Johnson,
How was your week?  How did your first transfers go?  How's the new companion?  We got your letters and LOVED them!!  Ho's the baptism with Sister Pate?  How's the people doing that you helped put plants the plants in their front yard? 
Cody should be getting his call this Thursday... it has been issued and assuming it will be here this week...yikes!!  We are excited and so is he!!
I will look into schools for you.  But I don't know how many of them you can defer?  And BYU-I is up to you... you ave to have your mission president interview you and send that off... we did everything for that on ... at least on our end.   I'm going to help Cody on his this week.  I will keep you posted!!
Did you get Alyssa's letter?  She told me she finally wrote you!! How's the emailing going?  How's Brayden and Jake doing? 
We are all good... Matt had the bout with the flu last week... but seems to be on the mend!!  I'm just getting anxious and nervous about work, mission and getting everything done this summer!! And still need to find time to get Justin up to Mesquite to get his permit... yes freaky I know!!  Times are busy but oh so good!! 
I'm so proud of you and everyone keeps asking how you are doing!  Can't wait to talk to you on Mother's Day!!  We get home at 4 so make it about 7:15 when you call... That will be 4:15 our time!!  Hugs and xoxoxoxooxoxoxo... keep working hard and we will keep you posted on where Cody goes!!

Love,
Mom

Michael:  I can call at 8:00 our time and transfers were good.  So happy to get a new companion.  His name is Elder Jacob Eskelsen from American Fork, UT.  GREAT missionary!!  Still working with Sister Pate.  She is getting real close though we meet with her tomorrow.  We meet with that family tomorrow and we are helping a new family tonight.  They are moving in next door to us.  Are renovating their house.  So we have been helping them last week.  They wanted to pay us and buy us pizza but we told them no.  We are just here to help and then they asked us about our church.  How they are looking for a new one, so we have got several potential families we are working with.  It's Amazing!!

Mom:  So, glad you like your companion!! Take a picture!!  Have you got to go back to the temple lately?  Are you still int he new mission?

Michael:  I'm in the same mission I was called to.  I will be staying ...I'm 90% sure of it. 

Mom:  So are you still junior companion?  How's it going... better?

Michael:  Yes, I'm still junior, which is fine with me and it's going great ... Elder and I work great together and get along!!

Mom:  Well, good!  Glad to here!!  All is well? (that is a question) Glad to hear you have some promising investigators!!  Keep up the hard work!!

Michael:  ALL IS WELL!! And WILL do!!

Mom:  LOVE YOU!! Take pictures, love the people, and keep working hard!! Xoxoxoxooxoxoxo... I'll write you this week!!  HUGS!!

Michael:  LOVE YOU!!!

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Listening to the Spirit

Dear Family,
I'm writing you this letter as I head up to go hiking the Cliffs of the Nuese ... with my Branch Mission Leader and an investigator.  So, I would like to apologize for my sloppy hand writing, in advance.
One of the BEST kept secrets is how hard and how much work there is in mission.  There is nothing easy about a mission.  It is demanding, both physically and mentally.  The mental is a lot more important, than the physical.  For example, being able to study for four hours a day... that was a shock to me!! Another thing is that even though you are doing the right thing... you still will face trials.  God will tear you down to nothing before ...he builds and refines you.  He wants to be able to use us after our missions... so he gives us the opportunity to grow through trials.  Even as a missionary!! There will be hard times.  Just remember you will be here to serve the Lord not for yourself, during your mission.  You will grow but that is a side effect!!  You are here to do the will for the Lord.  Allow yourself to be an instrument in the hands of the Lord.  You can do that by going to seminary, BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY!! Participate!! Do your scripture study... every night!!  Make the gospel a part of you!! Make living it a habit!! " Bear your testimony at all times and if necessary use your words."
Bro West and Sister Pate and her family

My companion, Elder Sanchez and me with Brother West and Sister West

Along our hike

But the mission is AWESOME!!  You will be able to refer back to it every day of your life!!  Always look for opportunities to serve!!
Last week Elder Sanchez and I were following up on a potential investigator and try to set up a return appointment.  We were done with that ... we got back in our car and drove away.  I noticed a family had just got back with some new plants and were out working in the yard.  We drove by and my trainer didn't say anything.  I just assumed he must have talked to them before.  When we got about a mile away ... the spirit told me to go and offer them some help.  So we did.  When we approached them they turned us down.  But, we were persistent and it PAID OFF!! I got dirty...in my slacks and white shirt... but this family has been searching for the truth!!  They are more elect than a hose in a pig race!! Turned out they have eight people in their family.  (eight kids) We left them with a Book of Mormon and were able to talk about the Gospel with them for two hours.  We are going back over their this week.  So much potential!! Just have not been able to meet up with them again.   One of our investagators will be such a strong member.  She has been an investigator forever!!!  She knows that if she follows the Savior and is trying to find his church ...she will not be lead astray.
I'm doing amazing... Loving to serve!!  

I look forward to talking with you on the phone on Mother's Day!! Love y'all!!

Dear Cody (AKA Still Little Bro),
Everything is going great!!  It is crazy how everyone is starting to get their mission calls!!  Time has flown by!!  Sounds like your team is doing great! Keep up the hard work and thanks for keeping me up to date!!
General conference was amazing!! I loved every second of it!! I love those talks you mentioned and my favorites were the Prophets and Hollands.  My favorite quote from his is:

"Honestly acknowledge your questions and your concerns, but first and forever fan the flame of your faith, because all things are possible to them that BELIEVE"
 
 
My favorite quote but I love his whole talk but you have to read the quote like he would say it!! You will love your mission ... no matter where you are sent (My guess is Argentina or Spain)  God needs you ...he knows your talents and he loves you.  It always amazes me but out of everything he could be called ... he asks us to call him Father.  He truly loves each and everyone of us.  Don't ever feel inadequate or worthless while you are on your mission.  God knows you ...he sent you there for a reason.  FIND THAT REASON!  You are doing great... little bro!!  I am proud of you ...keep it up!!  Work hard and stay out of trouble!!  Sometimes you don't even have to look for trouble to find it!! Use the Atonement and allow it to work in your life.
 
P.s.  I'm going to whoop you when I get back!!
P.s.s.  Did you apply for a college?  President Nelson said ... we need to before we leave on our missions!!  Love you!
 
Dear Justin,
You are completely fine... I really appreciate your letters!!  Conference was Amazing!! I loved the Priesthood session, as well!!  I loved both those talks ... too!!  I love that scripture, too.  In 2nd Corthinians ...one of my favorites in the Bible is in 1st Thessalonians:  Ch 1-2.  All about missionaries and missionary work.  We went to the Temple on March 20.  I was pondering how I could be a better missionary, when I picked up the bible and started thumbing through it.  I stopped in 1st Thessalonians and began reading the first two chapters.  They stood out to me so much.  I love Chapter 2:4
 
"But as we were allowed of God to be put in trust with the gospel, even so we speak; not as pleasing men, but God, which trieth out hearts"
 
Approved, found worth, chosen... God trusts us so much!! He trusts us with his Gospel.  One day you will be found worthy, approved and chosen of God to be a missionary.  We need to open our mouths and speak as God!
Keep up the Good work bud!! Work hard! How is your job going?  Doing good?
 
Dear Tanner,
Love you too bud!! I am doing great ...loving every second of my mission.  I hope you are doing good in school.  Are you still reading in the Book of Mormon?  What was your favorite part of conference?  Do you have any questions for me? I love you... be good...stay away from girls!!
 
Love,
Elder Johnson

Monday, April 22, 2013

April 22, 2013

Mom:  Hey bud!! How has your week been?  How's Sister Pate doing?  How was your hike last week?  Did you end going? 
We are dong good!! Cody has his papers in as of yesterday...so two weeks!! CRAZY!!  We will keep you posted... he will probably know when you call on Mother's Day!!  Where do you think he will go?  Exciting times!! Any new news this week?  How's the branch/investigators?  Any great testimony builders for you... that you would want to share with your brothers?   Aren't transfers coming soon... next week?  Nervous... knowing you...you are probably excited!! 
Did Brother Leavit e-mail you?  I gave him your e-mail... I still need to get you Jakes!!  We are heading to Cedar City to kinda look around the area again... We are probably going to list the house again... but no worries... the market isn't there yet... slowly coming back... but just trying again.... you  never know unless you try right?   Whatever The Lord has in store .... And where ever he would like us to go!! It will happen when The Lord sees fit... his time table!!
I'm now teaching Matthew primary class along with Sunday school.  I LOVE teaching Matt's class they are awesome!!  Well... let me know how your week has been!! Hope we get to chat ... let me know if your companion changes or area... so I can keep track of that!!
I LOVE YOU!! You need anything?  Be good, wear your seat belt and write your MOTHER!!

Michael:  HEY MOM!! I'm doing great.  Elder Sanchez is getting transferred tomorrow afternoon! I'm writing all of you back with several stories.  I will send those out today so look for them by Friday or Saturday!!
One of the Sisters we teach is doing great... She is getting stronger by the day.  We are working out a day still, but she will be getting baptized and then her family will follow suit. The hike was great ...I have some pictures :) The place is called the Cliffs of the Nuese! Oh and I forgot to tell you I went to the Temple here like six weeks ago!!

Mom:  So, your first baptism!! Cool... hopefully it will continue!  Bro West sounds amazing!! Do you need more stamps?  I bout a ton the other day at Costco ... envelopes, paper?  Thanks for the letter and I will be looking for it!

Michael:  I'm running low on stamps so YES please!!  And I'm so excited she will be an amazing member!! Did you get the pictures? 

Mom:  Just realized you sent them!! Oh you look so good!!  and Matthew says "ahhhh"... when he saw you!!

Michael:  Hahaha I miss the little guy!! Oh and when is Mother's Day?  And can you get Paiges address ... the Post office put a big 'ol stamp on part of her address.  I want to write her back today.

Mom:  Calling Annie (Page's mom) right now... and I got Jakes e-mail... looking it up on my phone right now!

Michael:  SWEET!!  Thanks you are the best... and did you see my amazing cooking I do?  Don't worry about me starving!

Mom:  What did you think about Cody putting his papers in?  I say he is going to Tonga... foreign... and yes YOU are an amazing cook!! You mush have had a great teacher!!

Michael:  Haha Cody is going to Peru or Argentina and FOREIGN SPANISH BABY!!

Mom:  He is excited!! Well in his own calm, quiet Cody kinda way!!  We are all healthy and doing well!! Our home teacher, Brother Evans cam over last night and said... you are always feeding someone... we had the Paystrups over and they are raising cows... we are thinking of going in halves with them on raising one for meat! 
What are your plans for today?

Michael: Orlando is great ... And Going to Orlando's for Papusa, for dinner.  And maybe some basketball.  I will send those letters for sure!!



Mom:  Perfect!! You sound great!! We love and miss you... but I know you are so happy serving and I'm so proud of you!! You are exactly where you need to be!! Such a great example to your brothers!!

Michael:  I'm emailing Brandon and Jake... I need to send one to Dylan... I feel bad!

Mom:  Don't feel bad...  you are AWESOME!! LOVE YOU!! And I don't worry about you... and your cooking... you've always bee great at that!! Pictures are wonderful!!  Enjoy dinner tonight!! Let me know about your new companion!!

Michael:  OK will do... and can I call you on Mother's day night at like seven or eight?

Mom:  YES... ANYTIME!! What time is it right now? I think you are two hours ahead.. it is 8:42 here!

Michael:  11:45 here... I got to go LOVE YOU!!

Monday, April 15, 2013

Up Early

Michael:  Hey mom on early today!

Mom:   How's everything going?  Why are you on so early?  Busy day?  We have bee busy... fair week.. Justin worked with Cody in the funnel cakes booth.... They did good!! How's the mission?

Michael:  Mission is GREAT!!! Of course, and we have an appointment with a new family at 11 in Salemburg and it's like a half hour away!!

Mom:  So how's everything?  Get to writing!! Did you get our letters?  Transfers coming up soon!!

Michael:  Yes I got the letters.  Thank you so much.  I will have to get to writing hopefully I'm going on a hike today with our branch mission leader and Sister Pate and her family.

Mom:  Is that Brother West?  He wrote us an e-mail last week!! Made my day... OK my week... Well probably my year!!  You can tell he sure loves you Elders!! Tell him thanks again for doing that!! Gook luck with the new family.  How's the other investigators... Any progress?

Michael:  Yes that's him and what did he say?  And YES she expressed a desire to be BAPTIZED!!

Mom:  What made her change her mind?  That is great!! Lets just say... I love Bro West and every mother should get a letter like that!!  Sounds like your doing wonderful and have fun on the hike today!! How's the pants?  Hopefully good?  We are good... just recovering from the fair last week!!

Michael:  Pants are doing great (not the truth because I realized he bought another pair).  And Brother West is Amazing!! And the fair is rough... How's little man doing?

Mom:  He is good... We are a bit under the weather... he almost lost his voice on Thursday and I finally took him home from the fair!!  Started breathing treatment... Cody ended up  in the medical tent too... couldn't breathe... Got a shot of Benadryl, too.  The dust, smoking and animals... was so strong that many were having breathing problems.  But all doing better.  Woke up this morning to fog... well I think it is DUST... crazy!! That's how bad the dirt is here!! He always prays for you... to come home safely!! I don't have the heart to tell him... that it will be a while.. .but all is well here!!

Michael:  Ha ha that's fine ... how's everyone else!

Mom:  We are good!! Try and write us this week... we would love to hear more about Sister Pate, the hike and how the other investigators last week (14 to 2) went!!  How's the inactivates coming along?  P.s.  Who else are you e-mailing because you can't fool me!!

Michael:  I'm not writing anyone else... I swear on my life... and we are just exercising faith. The Lord will prepare those who have a desire to know the truthfullness of his gospel.  

Mom:  Well... I LOVE YOU!! Have a good P-day!  Glad all is going well!! Please write this week!!Be safe, wear your seat belt!! I LOVE YOU!!!

Michael:  I will send you a couple of stories :) I promise ... love you too ... bye!!

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Obedience Brings Blessings

Obedience Brings Blessings

By President Thomas S. Monson



Thomas S. Monson
A knowledge of truth and the answers to our greatest questions come to us as we are obedient to the commandments of God.
My beloved brothers and sisters, how grateful I am to be with you this morning. I seek an interest in your faith and prayers as I respond to the privilege to address you.
Throughout the ages, men and women have sought for knowledge and understanding concerning this mortal existence and their place and purpose in it, as well as for the way to peace and happiness. Such a search is undertaken by each of us.
This knowledge and understanding are available to all mankind. They are contained in truths which are eternal. In Doctrine and Covenants section 1, verse 39, we read, “Behold, and lo, the Lord is God, and the Spirit beareth record, and the record is true, and the truth abideth forever and ever.”
The poet wrote:
Tho the heavens depart and the earth’s fountains burst,
Truth, the sum of existence, will weather the worst,
Eternal, unchanged, evermore.1
Some would ask, “Where is such truth to be found, and how are we to recognize it?” In a revelation given through the Prophet Joseph Smith at Kirtland, Ohio, in May of 1833, the Lord declared:
“Truth is knowledge of things as they are, and as they were, and as they are to come. …
“The Spirit of truth is of God. …
“And no man receiveth a fulness unless he keepeth his commandments.
“He that keepeth [God’s] commandments receiveth truth and light, until he is glorified in truth and knoweth all things.”2
What a glorious promise! “He that keepeth [God’s] commandments receiveth truth and light, until he is glorified in truth and knoweth all things.”
There is no need for you or for me, in this enlightened age when the fulness of the gospel has been restored, to sail uncharted seas or to travel unmarked roads in search of truth. A loving Heavenly Father has plotted our course and provided an unfailing guide—even obedience. A knowledge of truth and the answers to our greatest questions come to us as we are obedient to the commandments of God.
We learn obedience throughout our lives. Beginning when we are very young, those responsible for our care set forth guidelines and rules to ensure our safety. Life would be simpler for all of us if we would obey such rules completely. Many of us, however, learn through experience the wisdom of being obedient.
When I was growing up, each summer from early July until early September, my family stayed at our cabin at Vivian Park in Provo Canyon in Utah.
One of my best friends during those carefree days in the canyon was Danny Larsen, whose family also owned a cabin at Vivian Park. Each day he and I roamed this boy’s paradise, fishing in the stream and the river, collecting rocks and other treasures, hiking, climbing, and simply enjoying each minute of each hour of each day.
One morning Danny and I decided we wanted to have a campfire that evening with all our canyon friends. We just needed to clear an area in a nearby field where we could all gather. The June grass which covered the field had become dry and prickly, making the field unsuitable for our purposes. We began to pull at the tall grass, planning to clear a large, circular area. We tugged and yanked with all our might, but all we could get were small handfuls of the stubborn weeds. We knew this task would take the entire day, and already our energy and enthusiasm were waning.
And then what I thought was the perfect solution came into my eight-year-old mind. I said to Danny, “All we need is to set these weeds on fire. We’ll just burn a circle in the weeds!” He readily agreed, and I ran to our cabin to get a few matches.
Lest any of you think that at the tender age of eight we were permitted to use matches, I want to make it clear that both Danny and I were forbidden to use them without adult supervision. Both of us had been warned repeatedly of the dangers of fire. However, I knew where my family kept the matches, and we needed to clear that field. Without so much as a second thought, I ran to our cabin and grabbed a few matchsticks, making certain no one was watching. I hid them quickly in one of my pockets.
Back to Danny I ran, excited that in my pocket I had the solution to our problem. I recall thinking that the fire would burn only as far as we wanted and then would somehow magically extinguish itself.
I struck a match on a rock and set the parched June grass ablaze. It ignited as though it had been drenched in gasoline. At first Danny and I were thrilled as we watched the weeds disappear, but it soon became apparent that the fire was not about to go out on its own. We panicked as we realized there was nothing we could do to stop it. The menacing flames began to follow the wild grass up the mountainside, endangering the pine trees and everything else in their path.
Finally we had no option but to run for help. Soon all available men and women at Vivian Park were dashing back and forth with wet burlap bags, beating at the flames in an attempt to extinguish them. After several hours the last remaining embers were smothered. The ages-old pine trees had been saved, as were the homes the flames would eventually have reached.
Danny and I learned several difficult but important lessons that day—not the least of which was the importance of obedience.
There are rules and laws to help ensure our physical safety. Likewise, the Lord has provided guidelines and commandments to help ensure our spiritual safety so that we might successfully navigate this often-treacherous mortal existence and return eventually to our Heavenly Father.
Centuries ago, to a generation steeped in the tradition of animal sacrifice, Samuel boldly declared, “To obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.”3
In this dispensation, the Lord revealed to the Prophet Joseph Smith that He requires “the heart and a willing mind; and the willing and obedient shall eat the good of the land of Zion in these last days.”4
All prophets, ancient and modern, have known that obedience is essential to our salvation. Nephi declared, “I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded.”5 Though others faltered in their faith and their obedience, never once did Nephi fail to do that which the Lord asked of him. Untold generations have been blessed as a result.
A soul-stirring account of obedience is that of Abraham and Isaac. How painfully difficult it must have been for Abraham, in obedience to God’s command, to take his beloved Isaac into the land of Moriah to offer him as a sacrifice. Can we imagine the heaviness of Abraham’s heart as he journeyed to the appointed place? Surely anguish must have racked his body and tortured his mind as he bound Isaac, laid him on the altar, and took the knife to slay him. With unwavering faith and implicit trust in the Lord, he responded to the Lord’s command. How glorious was the pronouncement, and with what wondered welcome did it come: “Lay not thine hand upon the lad, neither do thou any thing unto him: for now I know that thou fearest God, seeing thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son from me.”6
Abraham had been tried and tested, and for his faithfulness and obedience the Lord gave him this glorious promise: “In thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast obeyed my voice.”7
Although we are not asked to prove our obedience in such a dramatic and heart-wrenching way, obedience is required of us as well.
Declared President Joseph F. Smith in October 1873, “Obedience is the first law of heaven.”8
Said President Gordon B. Hinckley, “The happiness of the Latter-day Saints, the peace of the Latter-day Saints, the progress of the Latter-day Saints, the prosperity of the Latter-day Saints, and the eternal salvation and exaltation of this people lie in walking in obedience to the counsels of … God.”9
Obedience is a hallmark of prophets; it has provided strength and knowledge to them throughout the ages. It is essential for us to realize that we, as well, are entitled to this source of strength and knowledge. It is readily available to each of us today as we obey God’s commandments.
Throughout the years, I have known countless individuals who have been particularly faithful and obedient. I have been blessed and inspired by them. May I share with you an account of two such individuals.
Walter Krause was a steadfast member of the Church who, with his family, lived in what became known as East Germany following the Second World War. Despite the hardships he faced because of the lack of freedom in that area of the world at the time, Brother Krause was a man who loved and served the Lord. He faithfully and conscientiously fulfilled each assignment given to him.
The other man, Johann Denndorfer, a native of Hungary, was converted to the Church in Germany and was baptized there in 1911 at the age of 17. Not too long afterward he returned to Hungary. Following the Second World War, he found himself virtually a prisoner in his native land, in the city of Debrecen. Freedom had also been taken from the people of Hungary.
Brother Walter Krause, who did not know Brother Denndorfer, received the assignment to be his home teacher and to visit him on a regular basis. Brother Krause called his home teaching companion and said to him, “We have received an assignment to visit Brother Johann Denndorfer. Would you be available to go with me this week to see him and give him a gospel message?” And then he added, “Brother Denndorfer lives in Hungary.”
His startled companion asked, “When will we leave?”
“Tomorrow,” came the reply from Brother Krause.
“When will we return home?” asked the companion.
Brother Krause responded, “Oh, in about a week—if we get back.”
Away the two home teaching companions went to visit Brother Denndorfer, traveling by train and bus from the northeastern area of Germany to Debrecen, Hungary—a substantial journey. Brother Denndorfer had not had home teachers since before the war. Now, when he saw these servants of the Lord, he was overwhelmed with gratitude that they had come. At first he declined to shake hands with them. Rather, he went to his bedroom and took from a small cabinet a box containing his tithing that he had saved for years. He presented the tithing to his home teachers and said, “Now I am current with the Lord. Now I feel worthy to shake the hands of servants of the Lord!” Brother Krause told me later that he had been touched beyond words to think that this faithful brother, who had no contact with the Church for many years, had obediently and consistently taken from his meager earnings 10 percent with which to pay his tithing. He had saved it not knowing when or if he might have the privilege of paying it.
Brother Walter Krause passed away nine years ago at the age of 94. He served faithfully and obediently throughout his life and was an inspiration to me and to all who knew him. When asked to fulfill assignments, he never questioned, he never murmured, and he never made excuses.
My brothers and sisters, the great test of this life is obedience. “We will prove them herewith,” said the Lord, “to see if they will do all things whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them.”10
Declared the Savior, “For all who will have a blessing at my hands shall abide the law which was appointed for that blessing, and the conditions thereof, as were instituted from before the foundation of the world.”11
No greater example of obedience exists than that of our Savior. Of Him, Paul observed:
“Though he were a Son, yet learned he obedience by the things which he suffered;
“And being made perfect, he became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey him.”12
The Savior demonstrated genuine love of God by living the perfect life, by honoring the sacred mission that was His. Never was He haughty. Never was He puffed up with pride. Never was He disloyal. Ever was He humble. Ever was He sincere. Ever was He obedient.
Though He was tempted by that master of deceit, even the devil, though He was physically weakened from fasting 40 days and 40 nights and was an hungered, yet when the evil one proffered Jesus the most alluring and tempting proposals, He gave to us a divine example of obedience by refusing to deviate from what He knew was right.13
When faced with the agony of Gethsemane, where He endured such pain that “his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground,”14 He exemplified the obedient Son by saying, “Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.”15
As the Savior instructed His early Apostles, so He instructs you and me, “Follow thou me.”16 Are we willing to obey?
The knowledge which we seek, the answers for which we yearn, and the strength which we desire today to meet the challenges of a complex and changing world can be ours when we willingly obey the Lord’s commandments. I quote once again the words of the Lord: “He that keepeth [God’s] commandments receiveth truth and light, until he is glorified in truth and knoweth all things.”17
It is my humble prayer that we may be blessed with the rich rewards promised to the obedient. In the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, amen.

I Believe

“Lord, I Believe”

By Elder Jeffrey R. Holland
Of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles



Jeffrey R. Holland
Honestly acknowledge your questions and your concerns, but first and forever fan the flame of your faith, because all things are possible to them that believe.
On one occasion Jesus came upon a group arguing vehemently with His disciples. When the Savior inquired as to the cause of this contention, the father of an afflicted child stepped forward, saying he had approached Jesus’s disciples for a blessing for his son, but they were not able to provide it. With the boy still gnashing his teeth, foaming from the mouth, and thrashing on the ground in front of them, the father appealed to Jesus with what must have been last-resort desperation in his voice:
“If thou canst do any thing,” he said, “have compassion on us, and help us.
“Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.
“And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.”1
This man’s initial conviction, by his own admission, is limited. But he has an urgent, emphatic desire in behalf of his only child. We are told that is good enough for a beginning. “Even if ye can no more than desire to believe,” Alma declares, “let this desire work in you, even until ye believe.”2 With no other hope remaining, this father asserts what faith he has and pleads with the Savior of the world, “If thou canst do any thing, have compassion on us, and help us.”3 I can hardly read those words without weeping. The plural pronoun us is obviously used intentionally. This man is saying, in effect, “Our whole family is pleading. Our struggle never ceases. We are exhausted. Our son falls into the water. He falls into the fire. He is continually in danger, and we are continually afraid. We don’t know where else to turn. Can you help us? We will be grateful for anything—a partial blessing, a glimmer of hope, some small lifting of the burden carried by this boy’s mother every day of her life.”
“If thou canst do any thing,” spoken by the father, comes back to him “If thou canst believe,” spoken by the Master.4
“Straightway,” the scripture says—not slowly nor skeptically nor cynically but “straightway”—the father cries out in his unvarnished parental pain, “Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.” In response to new and still partial faith, Jesus heals the boy, almost literally raising him from the dead, as Mark describes the incident.5
With this tender scriptural record as a backdrop, I wish to speak directly to the young people of the Church—young in years of age or young in years of membership or young in years of faith. One way or another, that should include just about all of us.
Observation number one regarding this account is that when facing the challenge of faith, the father asserts his strength first and only then acknowledges his limitation. His initial declaration is affirmative and without hesitation: “Lord, I believe.” I would say to all who wish for more faith, remember this man! In moments of fear or doubt or troubling times, hold the ground you have already won, even if that ground is limited. In the growth we all have to experience in mortality, the spiritual equivalent of this boy’s affliction or this parent’s desperation is going to come to all of us. When those moments come and issues surface, the resolution of which is not immediately forthcoming, hold fast to what you already know and stand strong until additional knowledge comes. It was of this very incident, this specific miracle, that Jesus said, “If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.”6 The size of your faith or the degree of your knowledge is not the issue—it is the integrity you demonstrate toward the faith you do have and the truth you already know.
The second observation is a variation of the first. When problems come and questions arise, do not start your quest for faith by saying how much you do not have, leading as it were with your “unbelief.” That is like trying to stuff a turkey through the beak! Let me be clear on this point: I am not asking you to pretend to faith you do not have. I am asking you to be true to the faith you do have. Sometimes we act as if an honest declaration of doubt is a higher manifestation of moral courage than is an honest declaration of faith. It is not! So let us all remember the clear message of this scriptural account: Be as candid about your questions as you need to be; life is full of them on one subject or another. But if you and your family want to be healed, don’t let those questions stand in the way of faith working its miracle.
Furthermore, you have more faith than you think you do because of what the Book of Mormon calls “the greatness of the evidences.”7 “Ye shall know them by their fruits,” Jesus said,8 and the fruit of living the gospel is evident in the lives of Latter-day Saints everywhere. As Peter and John said once to an ancient audience, I say today, “We cannot but speak the things which we have seen and heard,” and what we have seen and heard is that “a notable miracle hath been done” in the lives of millions of members of this Church. That cannot be denied.9
Brothers and sisters, this is a divine work in process, with the manifestations and blessings of it abounding in every direction, so please don’t hyperventilate if from time to time issues arise that need to be examined, understood, and resolved. They do and they will. In this Church, what we know will always trump what we do not know. And remember, in this world, everyone is to walk by faith.
So be kind regarding human frailty—your own as well as that of those who serve with you in a Church led by volunteer, mortal men and women. Except in the case of His only perfect Begotten Son, imperfect people are all God has ever had to work with. That must be terribly frustrating to Him, but He deals with it. So should we. And when you see imperfection, remember that the limitation is not in the divinity of the work. As one gifted writer has suggested, when the infinite fulness is poured forth, it is not the oil’s fault if there is some loss because finite vessels can’t quite contain it all.10 Those finite vessels include you and me, so be patient and kind and forgiving.
Last observation: When doubt or difficulty come, do not be afraid to ask for help. If we want it as humbly and honestly as this father did, we can get it. The scriptures phrase such earnest desire as being of “real intent,” pursued “with full purpose of heart, acting no hypocrisy and no deception before God.”11 I testify that in response to that kind of importuning, God will send help from both sides of the veil to strengthen our belief.
I said I was speaking to the young. I still am. A 14-year-old boy recently said to me a little hesitantly, “Brother Holland, I can’t say yet that I know the Church is true, but I believe it is.” I hugged that boy until his eyes bulged out. I told him with all the fervor of my soul that belief is a precious word, an even more precious act, and he need never apologize for “only believing.” I told him that Christ Himself said, “Be not afraid, only believe,”12 a phrase which, by the way, carried young Gordon B. Hinckley into the mission field.13 I told this boy that belief was always the first step toward conviction and that the definitive articles of our collective faith forcefully reiterate the phrase “We believe.”14 And I told him how very proud I was of him for the honesty of his quest.
Now, with the advantage that nearly 60 years give me since I was a newly believing 14-year-old, I declare some things I now know. I know that God is at all times and in all ways and in all circumstances our loving, forgiving Father in Heaven. I know Jesus was His only perfect child, whose life was given lovingly by the will of both the Father and the Son for the redemption of all the rest of us who are not perfect. I know He rose from that death to live again, and because He did, you and I will also. I know that Joseph Smith, who acknowledged that he wasn’t perfect,15 was nevertheless the chosen instrument in God’s hand to restore the everlasting gospel to the earth. I also know that in doing so—particularly through translating the Book of Mormon—he has taught me more of God’s love, of Christ’s divinity, and of priesthood power than any other prophet of whom I have ever read, known, or heard in a lifetime of seeking. I know that President Thomas S. Monson, who moves devotedly and buoyantly toward the 50th anniversary of his ordination as an Apostle, is the rightful successor to that prophetic mantle today. We have seen that mantle upon him again in this conference. I know that 14 other men whom you sustain as prophets, seers, and revelators sustain him with their hands, their hearts, and their own apostolic keys.
These things I declare to you with the conviction Peter called the “more sure word of prophecy.”16 What was once a tiny seed of belief for me has grown into the tree of life, so if your faith is a little tested in this or any season, I invite you to lean on mine. I know this work is God’s very truth, and I know that only at our peril would we allow doubt or devils to sway us from its path. Hope on. Journey on. Honestly acknowledge your questions and your concerns, but first and forever fan the flame of your faith, because all things are possible to them that believe. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Monday, April 8, 2013

Email from Branch Mission Leader

After spending about forty minutes e-mailing Michael this morning I received this letter from Michael's Branch Leader in Clinton, North Carolina.  I got through the first couple of sentences and I was in tears!! I was humbled and extremely grateful that this gentleman (a stranger to us) would e-mail us! It was good to hear from someone else that is seeing Michael on a day to day basis.  It was comforting to hear Michael is 'really' doing well and MEMBERS LOVE HIM!!
Brother West's letter:

Br. and Sis. Johnson:
I am the Branch Mission Leader of the Clinton Branch were your son is now serving.  I have been wanting to e-mail you ever since your son arrived in the Clinton area, his first area.  What a wonderful service you did for the Lord in raising Elder Johnson.  I have been in the church since 1975 and Elder Johnson is the best I have been around.  He loves the Lord, his family ( which he loves so much and is thankful for), and serving the people of the Clinton area.  You should have heard his Testimony the last Sunday in March, you would have needed a beach towel to wipe the tears away. You have taught him well (manners, social skills, and serving others).  His knowledge of the scriptures is outstanding.  He is so very humble (he gives you the credit).  I could write you a long letter letting you know what a FINE young man you and the Lord have prepared to serve in the Raleigh, North Carolina Mission.  The MEMBERS LOVE HIM, too.  One thing I was taught when I was sending 4 of my children on missions was if I would get involved in missionary work my children would have success on their missions, I can testify of the Truth of that statement.  We Love your son and thank you for the wonderful example you set for him.  Come to see us in Clinton someday!!!!!!!!!!
Your brother in the Gospel,
Lee West

This was moms response:
Brother West,
 
Thank you so much for your e-mail.  Michael is my first missionary to send into the mission field. Actually the first on both sides of the family.  I'm a convert (the only member in my family) and I know the Lord sent valiant boys (I have five) to build a foundation of strong Priesthood for my family throughout the eternities. Michael came strong and determined, ready to serve and is obedient to his core. It has been extremely hard not speaking to him, for we are close, but your e-mail calmed my soul.
Thanks so much for the bit of advice. We are feeding the missionaries tomorrow and discussing how to activate members. Michael has sent home emails on how his mission at first was activating and the missionaries wanted to know what he shared. 
Thank you so much for sharing, you are an answer to prayers. Please continue to share with us... I love hearing about him, his mission, the branch!  We would love to go to Clinton someday...I'll give it a couple of years!
Love,
Cristine Johnson

This was dads response:
Brother West,
Thank you for the wonderful email. It is great to hear that Michael is doing well. He is an awesome man. I almost said young man, lol. He is our firstborn and our father in heaven knew what he was doing when he sent Michael first. He is a strong, stalwart, and wise man. And very headstrong. I think he gets that from me. Michael's mother did a great job raising him. We miss him immensely. There were times that I would be looking for Michael, thinking he was on the Xbox. I stormed downstairs to tell him to get off the video games, only to find him lying on his bed reading scriptures and taping his favorite scriptures, on 3x5 cards, onto his headboard. We love him very much. He is a great example to his 4 younger brothers. One thing about Michael, he will ALWAYS follow the rules and he will work hard, no matter what. He will, "go and do what The Lord commands." The dynamics of our house has changed since he left. There is definitely a void. His 4 year old brother misses him greatly and asks about him often. Express our love to him please. He will love your branch as if it were his own. Express my love to your branch as well, please. Let them know that they have one of the lords elect and he will do anything for them. And if any of the branch would like to correspond with us please give them my email. Thank you once again for the wonderful email. It sounds like Michael has a great branch mission leader.
Sincerely,
Allen Johnson
 

Holland is always AmaZing

Mom:: Hey hope your week went well!! What was your favorite conference talk?  Let me know when your on!! Love you!! Sending out letters this morning... look for them at the end of the week!!

Michael:  Of course my favorite was Jeffery R. Holland's Talk.  First time EVER watching all five sessions.  I loved every second of it.  We had an investigator go to three of the four sessions.  Just hoping she receives a testimony of this work!!The prophets was amazing, as well!! I have to say it was probably a tie between the two!

Mom:  Did you watch them at the church? Good for u taking an investigator. Tell me a little about her/him... What did hey think... And Holland was amazing!! I like Utchdorf too! Can't wait to get the Ensign ...do you get or want a copy?

Michael:  I get the Ensign/Liahona so yes ma'am!!  President Utchdorf was amazing! We love our investigator.  She loves the missionaries but is really involved in her church as well!! She says she will join if she receives a spiritual prompting that it is true.  So, we are just waiting for that.  She has been searching for like six months now!!

Mom:  She loves you...you good missionary! Good for her! She will receive it... I did.... Took time! But if she went to conference...how old? Are u teaching In Spanish at all? What religion... And if she is willing to look at others churches...she is longing for something... Keep us posted... How is the lady in the nursing home?

Michael: The lady in the nursing home goes home this Tuesday!!  She does take care of us and she feeds us so much!!

Mom:  Is that where they are all one? That was one of my big conversion points for me... It just made sense for me that they were all distinct different people... That Jesus could talk to his father in Heaven... That made it easier to believe the first vision that Jesus and Heavenly Father were different individuals with same purpose... Just like our own families...and tell her thank you from me for taking care of my son... I appreciate that...will u tell her? Did you see what Matt said?

Michael: Yes I did and she believes that Jesus has a body and that God is a spirit.  It's super deep and more about eternal progression.  She is confused about how he got a body but we explained it!

Mom:  Well it will come... Still with the same companion... do you go on splits... how are the inactives coming along?

Michael:  Not good at all!! God is defiantly trying us we went from like 14 investigators to two in one week!! We are just bearing it with patience and working hard!!

Mom:  Oh that stinks... 14 to two? Dang it!! Hang in there... It will come... remember you are in the Bible Belt and that is what they have been born and raised with for generations... LOVE YOU (because you never le me respond when you say you have to go)

Michael:  Have to go LOVE YOU!! 

Monday, April 1, 2013

Happy Easter

Mom:  Hey how was Easter?  We had the missionaries over and grandma and grandpa were here... they even shared a message.  Grandpa sat on the couch and listened... they were great!! We are doing good... Cody went and had his physical last week.. .the TB test.. .and tomorrow he is going to get the dentist to sign everything.   Then he is done!!
I'm exhausted and getting ready to hit it... Matt was up so early for the Easter Bunny, today. Church was great Bro. Edwards spoke on the atonement and he did amazing... I wasn't to get a copy and send it to you... it was great!! I'm teaching Matt's class third hour and they are awesome!! Trying to split the class and they don't have a teacher... Matt loves it!! I have to say I LOVE it too!!
How's the elderly lady you gave the blessing to? How's fellow-shipping going?  When are your transfers again?
Are you pants all fixed now?  Hopefully!!
Are you still getting letters?  We will write this week... Matt colored you a picture last week.. and it is ready to go!! Tanner wrote, too!!
You doing good?  Preaching, living, cooking... how's it all going?  LOVE YOU, my son!! Stay positive and listen to the spirit... I'm sure your doing amazing things!!
I LOVE YOU MOSTEST!!
LOVE, Mom

Michael:  Easter was great, it rained!! It is raining again today!! Wow, I'm shocked grandpa sat in... what did they talk on?  Way to go CODY!! And yes I'm still taking pictures!!  I didn't receive a single letter this week :(  and my pants are FINALLY all fixed!! The Elderly Lady is good, we didn't get to go visit her yesterday, because we ran out of miles! So, we will probably go tomorrow or something.  We biked and walked a ton this week and the Lord has blessed us with five new investigators!! The Spanish is coming along, I understand pretty much most of it.  I do struggle speaking it at times.  It has really aloud me to rely on the spirit and to be humble at all times!! Transfers are at the end of this month.  I believe in four or five weeks!
Cooking! I'm a pro at it.  I had a mother who taught me how to fend for myself.  Last night I made yellow rice, Talipia with Cajun spices and corn bread with honey butter.  I do all the cooking and leave my companion to do all the cleaning.  I'm doing amazing and LOVE every second of it!!

Mom:  They talked about the atonement... and grandma was in the kitchen cleaning... but Elder Lane is awesome and so normal.. you would really like him... I now have them saving a dinner date for me on the calendar ... after seven years... I finally earned that!!  We are making banana bread this week... we are talking about how to get it to you... you got your Easter box with the glove the week before... glad your an awesome cook!! I always say that too... I learned from the best!!

Michael:  Yes I got the box the week before.  I don't know if you remember a girl I use to date, (Name omitted) Do you?

Mom:  I remember, why?

Michael:  Well she has been writing me since I left.  About a month ago I shared my testimony with her and she wrote back saying she wants to learn more.  That she believes, so I'm just sharing the gospel with her over letters ... it's kinda cool.

Mom:  That is awesome!! I'm glad you have new investigators, any promising? 

Michael:  All investigators are promising.

Mom: I know that silly.. and ma'am ... what happen to mommy?  Are you going shopping today?  I'm so glad your pants are good... yeah!!

Michael: Hahaha... its the southern ... I swear and yes I'm going shopping and YEAH FOR GOOD PANTS!!

Mom:  We are just spending the week with gram and grandpa this week! The boys are doing good... just focusing on Cody's mission papers...he is doing good! And we got goats... I still can't believe it! Matthew is amaizng and so stinking smart... I was holding a bunny... he got at the Easter Egg Hunt... and he said.... give that to me... Who found the egg... me that's who!! He says the sillest things...

Michael:  Hahaha that's hilarious!! And Cody!!  I miss little Matt and goats!! Can you get me Brayden's e-mail?

Mom:  I don't know if I want to share my e-mail time!

Michael:  It like five minutes... did you hear about the new scriptures coming out?

Mom:  I did hear about the new scriptures... but heard its not a big difference... what have you heard?

Michael:  Pretty much same thing.  But my Book of Mormon is falling apart... too much use!

Mom:  I'll get you Jake's, too. 

Michael:  Got to bounce LOVE YOU!!